The first birthday where you are not here and I am remembering back to when I was around 10 to 15. Me and Tony would create banners and blow up balloons, wait for you to go and fetch the papers and run outside to stick the banners on the front of your house. Given the date we would put things like "born a fool" and "gotcha" we thought it so funny but i'm sure it was better than any present we could buy knowing we did it just for you.